Advent day 11

Abba Father,

I have failed but you have not.  Still you call, still you answer, still you are the answer.  Help me to know you better.  Give me wisdom and understanding as I read your word.  Teach me how to worship through your word.  Teach me how to praise you.  I am afraid of running out of things to say about you.  You are so high and above.  Your works are so grand it's easy to thank you for the world  and fail to continue to praise.  Is the answer to get small?  To list all the things you have created and all the ways you walk with me each day?  To say all the aspects of your character?  Or is worship and praise the recognition of who your are and how your moving in my life?  How I notice...the act of noticing and calling it out?  Is it asking your questions knowing that your thoughts are higher than my thoughts and your ways higher than my ways?  I want to see you.  I want to notice the sun shining and praise your for your power, your plan and how you have created a world so beautiful and functional.  I want  to watch the snow floating in the sun, glittering and drifting, and praise you for the seasons.  Oh how it dances.  How you use your creation to teach us truths.  Don't let it be about me.  Teach me how to make it about you.  I want to follow where you lead like the instinct that tells the birds to fly south for the winter.  I want to lay in your presence and listen and be still like a cat lays in sunshine.  I want it to be my natural state, my natural inclination to do so.  Glorify your name through me.  Tell me what you want me to ask?  For myself and others.
Father, help me to see where your moving.  Strengthen my faith and theirs through the answers to my prayer.  Work and move in their lives and show them You.  Glorify your name in their lives.  Bring miracle.

Pam - purpose; singleness, family, travel, wisdom
Kim - health; blessing
Katie - childlessness, adoption
Jenn - health, energy, purpose, rest
John - growing, relationship
Aaron - freedom from alcohol, relationship with you, good fellowship, healthy companionship, singleness
Mom - health; relationship with her mother; grandchildlessness, friendship
Dad - health; worry; stress
Extended Family - hardship. no matter who's dealing with what I ask you draw them closer to you
Vince - purpose, mental turmoil, depression, hiding himself away
Sarah - rest, strength, to be seen
Lisa - mourning, rest, love, relief, peace, help, bring her to the councilor
Mark - closer to you, relationship, growth, change, purpose, wisdom, compassion, discernment
Bonnie & Galen & kids - salvation, health
Jen & Todd - effective ministry, children's health
Guiles - effective ministry
Ross's - health, blessing
Rachel - adventure, new pasture, your will be done
Sarah - energy, confidence in you
Jon - passion & purpose, relationship
Pastor Greg and church leadership - protection from spiritual attack, strong relationship with you, accountability, insight
Delton & Gretchen - legal trouble
Cam - business success, balance, energy, rest